I am bored. A feeling I get all to frequently these days. I long for something new, but it all seems to be so far out of reach. I'd really love to get out there and meet someone, or do something... *sigh* I just wish it weren't all so expensive. I don't mean just money either it is emotionally expensive to go out into the world. I am told it's like investing. If I work on my small social relationships they can become more. But when is the pay date? I know hundreds of people but I only spend time with 4 of them on a regular baisis, does this mean I am investing in the wrong people? Or are they too just investing in my stock waiting for the illusive paycheck of friendship. Perhaps I should diversify my porfolio when I get to Florida in three months, make it my mission to make as many new friends and contacts as I possibly can.

Gods three months seems like an eternity once you are waitng for something! Three months ago now feels like a blink of an eye yet when I think of Disney in February it seems to lay before me like an everwinding road, twisting and lengthening as I run it's impossible length.
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Now I am just feeling the pangs of an old and inexstiguishable craving. My sister knows what I am speaking of, the rest of you can figure it out for your selves.

I love you all,

~Justin Allen Lindley